from the end

it was 11:00 pm and i was standing in front of deepak..and asking the same question again and again.....
'bata de bhai'and he was standing there with his as usual wording'sorryyy'
i repeat again with tears in eyes..deepak..plz yrr..tell me the reality.. sharan already told me everything..but i want to know everything from you so that i can say that......leave everything and enjoy life with me as well as before...i just want to say that i still want to keep our relationship continue with you from heart...
but he was repeating his as usual answer again and again"sorry guru,i cant tell you anything"
my anger goes high....i want to hit a punch on his face but our relationship was so old and strong from myside that i collect my all fingers together,make a punch and hit it on the wall....
walls plaster, my heart and three bones of palm has been broken.....i broke down in tears.......but deepak was still standing as a statue......
now i want that deepak keep continue his life with sharan....he is doing and hiding again from me a usual
i want that sharan leave me and enjoy life with deepak...but she is flirting with me...as usual......
i just want to keep them together and away from me forever.......if am trying  to do this.........
thn m i wrong
if i want to fulfill their wish..then m i wrong....
m asking the same question to this world with sharing my true love story...........that
"M I WRONG??"

thanks...

I would like to thank to DEEPAK and SHARAN for making my lifes fun and creating oppertunity for me to writing this blog...and mr.manoj saini and mr.vikas who help me....u may say almost teach me that how to create a blog so that i will be able to write my self true story named"M I WRONG"
i would like to thank my office hubby mr.amrit raj anand for motivating me keep my dreams continue by this book and suggesting me the name of this book too...he is the only guy who help me in office work when i was deeply depressed and was not able to think,speak,laugh......a big credit goes to anand sir for guiding,motivating,helping and believing upon me....!!
no need to say thanks to family and god because they already include in my thanks.....in reality m not able to say thanks to them even if i make myself a shoes of their Charans.....................!!

PREFACE

M I WRONG.....
a book written by MR.GURU KATARIA based on his triangle and true love story with SONPARI..and his childhood friend DEEPAK.......
its a love of first sight when i saw saran,,as it was desided that we will be lover in future.god just create the situation to met us.
on the day of march 17,2006 ...a good friday of my life...i went on roof to saw a girl with whoom i was talking since last 2 months.she know me very well and i was totally confused that who she can be?
i didnt talk to any girl neither in my city nor in campus then how any girl know so many things about my personal life.she know when i woke up..she know what i wear..she know what i eat...she know my favourate songs,colour..and many more thing...
while i was confused about the girl.i didnt saw her at once.only thing that i know about her was his mobile no.which she used to talk to me 18 hours from 24 hours......yes....she used to take his blunch (breakfast and lunch toghether at 11:00AM) on sunday.her tea,dinner,study,tution...and everything was just with me on phone call.she go to school at 8:00am after saying me tata and her as usual words..."main late ho rahi hoo..bahar sanu aa bhi gai..fr vo chali gai to akele school jana parega...by..by..by......aake bat karti hu"
she came back at 12:00 with sweet hi..and told me everyday that she bunked her last periode for talking me.then she changed her cloths on keeping me hold..and we took our lunch together.then she cut call for making tea.
then call me after 15 min.and then she cut the call at 9:00 to make dinner.then we talk approx till 2:00am.we slept and she woke me with miss calls...
but after 8 years..when we share everything(i didnt include aprox in the sentence)..she hide me one thing....that she is in affair with my childhood friend deepak...
DEEPAK is my childhood friend who know everything about me,,even about saran..we are three friends...jassi,pardeep and me..guroo
deepaks real name was pardeep..but his schools principal changed his name from pardeep to deepak...and that principal is my father...since then pardeep is known as deepak....
sunny deols ghatak movie was released and pardeep/deepak choose a name of his own choice KATIA for himself..so it was approx 5 years and his most of friends used to call him katia...family call him pardeep...some friends call him deepak..
i call him pardeep in daily routine but in this book i will call him deepak..because thats the name that sharan used to call him...DEEPAK...
he was my brother cum best friend..we laugh toghether on movie scenes in childhood and then watch porn movies in young age together too..
i cant write much then this that" DEEPAK was my book of personal life" and at this stage of life he took the beneffit of knowing me closely and personally........
"M I WRONG" is a true story of us at october 2013 to since today..(and i hope it will be continue ,...when u were reading this book....)

dedication

DEDICATE TO FIRST AND LAST TRUE LOVE SONPARI AND MY CLOSE FRIEND DEEPAK